The Argument - A short cautionary tale

   

     I have not the time nor the patience to deal with you. Something tells me by the look on your face that you truly don't understand. Its ok, were I you this would seem out of place. In truth though I'm not you. This may not come as a shock to you, but I'm not who you think I am. The reason I become who you want me to be, is simple. Everything stems from power. The need to control. We all share the same basic desires. Power hungry we seek things that seem to give us control of another. Why would we need these things if we are happy? The truth is we are never happy. We are insatiable covetous beings. We seek everything we don't have. Everything we already poses is worthless by virtue of its acquisition. The chase is everything. Running after a lofty goal no matter how intangible is all that keeps us moving and motivated. Dreams are only worth the time if we aren't awake to poke holes in its reality. No one wants the things that they can easily obtain. The saying the grass grows greener on the other side perfectly summarizes this. In truth no one really wants to work for what they have. In the end they always put forth more work than they had intended. If your chasing something and running after a goal, then you are indeed expending energy. How do you obtain power without the use of power? The simple answer would be that it’s impossible. The truth however is vastly different. Don't use your own energy. Instead learn how to manipulate other people’s efforts for your own gain. The moral disposition of such a notion is indicative of dishonesty. This is only half true. Is it not more dishonest to not admit that we all deserve more than we have been dealt? We have to find the keys to the doors that were hidden to us long ago. All I suggest is that you search for the keys so that I may enter. When you are exhausted and weary, worry not. For I without having expended my energies shall carry you forward. Together we shall both reap the rewards… Or so the snake says.

Future Fustrations Cycle

So I have begun to notice a trend and I don't know what I should do. Either I confront this matter head on and face certain back lash. Or I continue to let it eat me up on the inside. The problem that I have is small. Either way I'm going to be the bad guy. I'm always the bad guy. This is truly an unfair statement because I always mean well. Yet over and over again I'm put in situations where apathy is not the best choice for my self or others. So what am I truly to do? I'll never be able to fix every one or save every one. All I can do is try to alleviate their worries and troubles and hope that they end up being happy in the end. Because this is more than I can grin or bear. No one should ever feel like they are responsible for fixing some else's past and that includes me. The past can't be used to hurt the future and yet here I am again. Facing this same moral dilemma. It's truly not my fault that most people need some one to help them see the light. sadly I can no longer accept responsibility for other peoples actions.

Random Late Night thoughts.

It has been a while since I’ve written anything in my blog. A lot has gone on and because of that its prevented me from getting a clear mind to type. There is no reason for me to bore you with the details. Though there is something that I would like to talk about. Here lately I’ve been thinking a lot about potential and growth. Both personal and professional. One thing that has become glaringly obvious is the old saying " it’s not what you know but who you know ". It seems to be the old adage was true. Even knowing this saying it never truly occurred to me how to maximize its potential. Now that I am beginning to adhere to this old adage, all the gates and doors seem to be open to me. I’ve noticed a change in my overall persona and demeanor. People seem to respect me more. Things seem to become easy to the point little effort is needed. Now all my goals seem that much closer and attainable. This is of course not without a lot of work. With that being said though even that work seems very easy. If I can I would like to share one thing that has motivated me to no end recently. It follows as such. Time truly waits for no man. Being no exception to that rule I’ve found myself getting older faster than I was moving forward. That's not something that I can tolerate any more. You see I am a single father and I would like to provide my daughter with the best of things in life. So that means that I myself must acquire those better things to then pass them on to her. As a parent we all know that our children mean the world to us. My daughter has become my central focus in life. If something doesn't benefit her wellbeing than it must be removed with haste. So to draw back to my original point. Because I have an immense love for her I have to be not only a better man but a better person in the world of business. If I have lost my point bear with me. This brandy is much stronger than I thought. Thought a drink could help the words flow a little better. What I'm trying to say is to do more I have to be more. The only point that I'm trying to poorly convey is that opportunity is not something that you can simply wait for. You have to create your opportunities and make life your own. No one is going to give you anything. You have to create it for yourself. If you cannot focus on your goals, then you’re not going to make it in life. Many years have been wasted waiting for something to come along and help me. Now the time is at hand to do the things that need to be done. So going forward I'm going to make sure that I succeed at life instead of standing by and watching it tick away.