Random Thoughts In October

    There are many things that I once thought would be good for me. In due time I learned they were all a lie. Nothing truly matters any more. As I grow older, I am learning that nothing will ever matter. What we do here now matters. While we are here not after and not later. How we treat each other matters. We can continue to be the type of people that always are at odds with each other. However, what will that matter. We can be good to one another. Instead, we keep thinking that all we need to do is divide and tear each other apart. How fair is it that we play judge, jury, and executioner all the time? No one individual has a chance anymore. It just seems like all of mankind is bound for doom by way of ignorance. The only things that can help any of us are to make sure that we do not draw any hard lines in the sands. We can make sure that we can be better and do better. I am so tired and quite afraid of how much we are divided. Every day it seems to get worse. Some things I understand however others I do not. How can we continue to hold hard lines and hard divisions and make our lives so hard in the process? We can do better than to constantly be at each other’s throats over petty nonsense. None of us are ever truly alone and we need to reach higher grounds together. We don’t have to continue this path of destruction. We could make a better world if we so chose to.